princess for my King

just another call in the rain.
another heart in a sea of pain.
this world hurts me,confuses and deserts me.
i try to be strong,
butagainst you God i can't fight long.
what have i done?!what have i become
i have never deserved your sweet precious son
here i am on my knees again
in this place again
crying for your love to begin
i have to let it go
i have to give it up
to you God i cry, i don't understandbut i know that this is all part of your plan
i am humbled
i am lame
i am alone
yet i am not
in it all your call comes through, so gentle and smooth
and as i cry it all begins
it carries through from beginning to end
slowly my heart becomes broken, at my Jesus the words you have spoken
sweet Jesus you saw when my trust was betrayed yet your grace i found on that day
you called me to love, to speak and forgive
you showed me the beautiful way i could live
i ran away
i ran away far
and when i fell, i fell hard
i fell so fast and so long and then my savior i heard this song........
I hear You say,

"My love is over. It's underneath.It's inside. It's in between.The times you doubt Me, when you can't feel.The times that you question, 'Is this for real? 'The times you're broken.The times that you mend.The times that you hate Me, and the times that you bend.Well, My love is over, it's underneath.It's inside, it's in between.These times you're healing, and when your heart breaks.The times that you feel like you're falling from grace.The times you're hurting.The times that you heal.The times you go hungry, and are tempted to steal.The times of confusion, in chaos and pain.I'm there in your sorrow, under the weight of your shame.I'm there through your heartache.I'm there in the storm.My love I will keep you, by My pow'r alone.I don't care where you fall, where you have been.I'll never forsake you, My love never ends.It never ends."

God you said you would be by my side
you would be my all and hear every call
when you saved me, when you caught all my tears
oh beautiful Savior you understood all my fears
and here i am now broken and bruised i'm crying oh God just to be used
used for you glory and used for your fame
take everything that i am
i'm clay within your hands God on that night of my pain and my pity
you showed for me a heavenly city
a place you are preparing for me
a place that i will soon see
here tonite you have shown me who i can be
if i just open my eyes and learn how to see
you have given me reason to live and to love you are watching over me from above
Lord take me and use me
yes this is my plea
this is who i am
i am a princess for my King
for my King i will everyday sing
you have given me beauty that i will shine
i will shine for you my Jesus on you i will lean
wait.
i will wait.
for my warrior built poet
to have and to hold from this day forward
till that day comes may he find me faithful, worthy and true
may my life bring joy to you
take me and break me
forever i will be your pure spotless bride till for the joy i will sit at your side
Sweet Jesus i love you
i am your Princess, your Daughter, you Friend
i am your Jewel, your Girl to the end.
-EmilyElizabeth